I don’t exactly know what’s going on in/with me. If only the weather forecast could read mood swings too.
Beware: It’s a ranting post. If you’re not depressed, don’t get depressed reading this. If you’re depressed, just keep in mind that you’re not alone.
Well Ai Li, I didn’t exactly wake up the wrong side of the bed because there’s only one side to my bed. But, today is definitely not a good day. Funny thing is this – nothing bad happened in the day – it’s just how I’m feeling that affects the day.
I don’t like this feeling. I think it’s EVERYTHING that’s affecting me… yes, that includes the monthly “aunty visit” (a term I use when I was younger to describe the female species’ menstrual cycle). Can’t believe I’m telling you this too.
What’s going on?
- I had been really quiet lately around people. Well, it’s not me. I’m afraid that it’ll turn out to be the new me. I’m loosing it. Totally.
- Had dinner with my cousins last Saturday. Finally met my Singapore cousins after 4 years or so? Other than that, I still am in shock of how someone can change tremendously after being in the States for 10 years. It’s like “who are you? You’re not who I’d used to know.” I miss the other side of him. Will blog about it more later when everything’s more cooled down.
- TCS is scaring me. I am so left behind that I think by being in it I ruin everything… yes, my very own self-esteem too…
- Things are starting to pick up… work, datelines, meetings, projects… when’s these gonna ever end.
- When you start to lose things in your room, it’s really time to clean your room. My room is in a terrible condition. It’s the worst of all times. I’m not sure if I’m human anymore.
Well, let’s just hope that this season will end. I guess we all get depressed once in a while. Tell me, it’ll end, right?







